Bad Week

This week may be included in the worst week I've ever experienced, well for some reason I do not want to know but I should know, I've heard very painful, however I see it as a process of growing up, something that did not take off I want to have, although it has struggled to have it, do the best I have done, but it did not change anything. maybe all I did was include less, I always think of things that do not ever think of me, wherever I am, I always think about it, whenever I, while difficult, happy, I never forget, sometimes, that we expect things may walkin too we want, we should be able to also remove the expectation that, although difficult, if it's the best, it should be done, because whenever it could have been lost and not come back, that it is also not to be held forever, I think about my experience this , why do we have to have a sense of loss? why such a thing should exist? I think it will all be answered if we are to learn the cause of the loss of meaning, sense to impose a mind of its own, often appears, but fortunately I was able to control it, although it is not uncommon that very force me not to do any activity, may be more her right can be called depression had always tried to keep it in order not to lose the feeling of me, but can not expect anything, even something that is in sight for sure I get, it will certainly not be obtained, so learn to think about what will happen in the future there